drammatical

I’ve been in a real shitty mood this last month. Things are just not going as planned and lots of unexpected losses and gains. The only thing that I’ve been focusing on is not losing it. Yes, things will get better but sometimes it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes I wish I could just slap some sense into some and hug others. Hell I wish I could just leave town. But of course I won’t. I’m here, working through all of the mess.

Things that make me sad
- Empty e-mail box
- Files at work
- Miffy crying in her crate
- Thinking of the boy who dislocated his shoulder this past Friday
- Pain that our children will endure, once we decide to have them
- People who have lost and will lose a great deal

Things that make me happy
- Neil
- Hiking up the big A
- Watching Miffy get comfortable with us
- Wine and chocolates
- Books
- Chatting it up with friends ;-)

Things that stress me out
- Economy
- Education options for future children
- Houses on the market and location
- Dog being a nervous wreck when left alone
- Work and deadlines
- Not sleeping well

Things that are open on my computer screen
- Word
- Twitter
- VPN
- Personal e-mail (empty)
- Work e-mail (full)
- Lots of PDF files